My List of Loves....

I was looking at this blog... The Rockstar Diaries and there is a series called "Here's to Happiness" which is where people state the ten things which make them terribly happy. Well being as I have been on a little high of late and am feeling rather nice I thought I would email my ten things that made me terribly happy to this chick. But... As I got started I found I couldn't stop... Which is nice? Hahaha. So I thought sod it. I will write all the things I could think of on here. Sorry if you are bored. But its nice isn't it. Maybe I will inspire you to make lists of things that you love. I for one would like to see them... xxxx

1. Receiving hand written mail.
   
2. Making something I am really proud of.
   
3. The smell of cut grass
   
4. Watching the "Fat Channel" with Lar.
   
5. Dancing like an idiot and laughing out loud when I am by myself.
   
   
   
6. Starbucks Mocha Light Frappucino.
   
7. Lying down and looking into his eyes.
   
8. Snowfights. Snowmen. Snow Angels.
   
9. Laughing so hard until your mouth is wide open but no sound is coming out and your eyes are streaming.
   
10. Sunny road trips.
    
    
    
11. Happy memories.
    
12. Late night non stop talking with him.
    
13. Warm, fat rain on your skin when you've got no place good to be and it doesn't matter what your hair looks like.
    
14. My friend Zod's ridiculous quotes: " Is Barry short for Bareth?" " I don't like horses. They remind me of dinosaurs."
    
15. Open fires.
    
    
    
16. Water fights on a hot day.
    
17. Sleeping in.
    
18. How I feel after Bikram Yoga.
    
19. Fresh bedding, new PJ's after a nice bath.
    
20. Paddling in the sea.
    
    
    
21. Baking cupcakes.
    
22. When a song you l-l-love but have forgotten about pops up on the radio.
    
23. Sunny driving. Music on full blast. Singing LOUD.
    
24. Fireworks.
    
25. Lunch with the girls.
    
26. The sound of an ice cream van...first signs of summer!
    
27. The smell of him when he comes out of the shower. "Holiday Showers".
    
28. Brightly Coloured petticoats.
    
    
    
29. Getting things for him that I know he will like and leaving them in his recycling bin on my way to work for him to find when he leaves out.
    
30. Barbecues that run late into balmy summer nights.
    
31. Picnics.
    
32. Lounge picnics.
    
33. Talking to Jo on the telephone and rambling and thinking I am funny. Even though I am not but because I talk so much shit she laughs anyway and this makes me happy. Hahah.
    
34. Watching LOST and eating pizza.

I ♥ LOST

Being part of X-factor sweepstakes is putting me on edge...

Its been a fair while since I last bothered to write... I've been working HARD. Busy busy busy. So the latest gossip is nothing. The boy apologised for being an asshole which was nice but he still doesn't get it. Oh well. Least everything is good between us. He got drunk on thursday and said some lovely lovely things. Shame is he cant remember saying any of it and thinks I was making it up which I was not which is SHIT. But I still know what he said and it was lovely and heartwarming whether he knows or not.

Dee and his wife have had a baby. Funny how time flies. I remember seeing them near the start of the pregnancy and that seems like yesterday. Hmmm. Awww.

I had my roots dyed so i know longer look bald.

The boy stayed over last night and he smells so good.

I have decided i am gonna try and compile a list of my loves....

LIST OF LOVES:

1. Food tube on super size vs. super skinny.

2. Baking cupcakes.

3. Open fires.

4. Autumn when it doesnt rain.

5. Making dinner with the boy.

6. Dating in the Dark (the programme).

7. The way the boy smells.

8. Going for long dinners with the girls where we can talk about stuff for hours.

9. Shoes. Shoes. Shoes - to the tune of girls, girls, girls by Motley Crue.

10. Magazines. I estimate at least one fifth of my wages is spent on magazines.

11. Waking up and seeing the boys face.

12. Shauns handlebar moustache (short-lived, but entertaining all the same).

13. New York City.

14. Andrew McCarthy.

15. A tidy room.

16. Singing.

17. Going out dancing.

18. Kissing the boy... A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.

19. Fresh flowers.

20. Cooking on an AGA.

21. Dreaming of things. Kam is my partner in crime for being a dreamer. We love it.

22. Saturdays.

23. Cadburys Dairy Milk Golden Crisp.

24. http://www.nataliedee.com/

25. Bassett Hounds, Newfoundlands, St. Bernards, Old English Sheepdogs.

26. The smell of cut grass in the summer.

27. Dancing in warm rain.

28. Messing about in the snow with the boy.

29. Fireworks.

30. Playing boardgames with my favourite people in all the world.

31. Living with Lar & Zod.

32. The South of France.

33. Watching horrific TV with Lar & Zod. I wholeheartedly apologise to our neighbours. We are not being killed. We're watching embarrassing bodies.

Thats it for now.

Just so you know I started writing this on saturday afternoon and got to numero 17. Then saturday night happened and this morning I carried on. The weekend was eventful.

I'm not quite sure what to say. I dont want serious things. Why do we have to talk. I want it to be fun. Just let go.

"A kiss may ruin a human life."
- Oscar Wilde.